I’ve been meditating over Romans 5:3-5 over the last few months. Even in
the midst of problems and trials God is so very faithful. Drew
and I have seen God show up in big ways the last few weeks. And I would
love to share with you how we have seen Him, so please ask if you are
curious. Now, that doesn’t mean we haven’t felt anger, hurt, confusion
and a mix of other emotions, but we have always been able to come back
to these verses and know that good will come out of the hard stuff. We
know how dearly God loves us. We know God will do big things with Bren’s
life, even if it’s not what we expected.
I recently read a blog post where a woman wrote a letter addressed to herself before her daughter was diagnosed with CP. I learned a lot from that letter and you can read it here. One of the things that really stuck out to me was when she said "Her progress doesn’t solely rely on you; she will go at her own pace. Follow her lead and be strong for her". I cannot tell you how many times a day I see Bren's lack of progress as a failure on my part. Because here's the thing; I am with him almost 24/7. I am taking him to this therapy and that therapy, this doctor's appointment and that one. It's easy for others to tell me that it's not my fault and Bren will do what he can when he can and it's so true. He will and just because he doesn't do something we have been working all day on, does not mean that I failed. I love letters. I love getting things that are thought out and filled with so much love. Words of affirmation are my thing. I love to give th...

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