I’ve been meditating over Romans 5:3-5 over the last few months. Even in
the midst of problems and trials God is so very faithful. Drew
and I have seen God show up in big ways the last few weeks. And I would
love to share with you how we have seen Him, so please ask if you are
curious. Now, that doesn’t mean we haven’t felt anger, hurt, confusion
and a mix of other emotions, but we have always been able to come back
to these verses and know that good will come out of the hard stuff. We
know how dearly God loves us. We know God will do big things with Bren’s
life, even if it’s not what we expected.
The NICU. This is one post I wish I didn't have to write. And I suppose I do not really have to, but it is such an important piece to this story, that it felt wrong to leave it out. We spent 19 days in the NICU. 19 days. Those were the longest 19 days of my life. We arrived there just hours after Bren was born. He was started on a cooling treatment. This treatment cooled Bren's body down but the true intent was to stop any secondary brain damage from happening. Cooling treatment lasts for 72 hours. Bren was scheduled to end this treatment and start warming on Saturday morning. Bren had a rough time warming up and did not actually complete the treatment until Sunday afternoon. 4.5 days. That's how long the treatment took. That's how long it took for me to be able to hold my baby boy. You see, I wasn't allowed to hold him when he was cooling because holding him would allow his body to warm up too much. That was hard. Really hard. I couldn't hold and comfort my b...
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